I wish it was me

All I ask is a little love, All I ask is a little time with you, I know you hate me to the core, I know you don’t love me anymore, But why can’t I understand that, Why am I not able to sleep at nights, You are the only one in my dreams, I couldn’t stop thinking about you, Sometimes I cry, Sometimes I sleep in the day, I wake up and you were not there, No text from you, I know you will be happy without me, I wish for you to make new friends, Make new relations, Create strong memories so it makes you forget me, And on the day you are getting married, I only wish you both a huge congratulations, I know you will be happy and smiling, I pray for your vows to be true, I know for sure that it won’t be me, And it is a good thing, I’m a stupid, I made you cry, I hope the other one isn’t like me but better than me, I wish it was me but no, ....... I miss you.