I Wish and I Want

Healing is probably the hardest thing to do I wish there was more for me to see I want to feel important I want to do more in my life The world spins another year Yet nothing seems to change My mind still hates me I wish you could hear me Please look at my eyes Tell me you see my lies Tell me you see the porcelain mask Cracking ever so slowly I want to be me, Yet I don't know who 'me' is. I want to go home While I'm lying in my bed The pills only last for so long I want people to hear my song For my heart won't last for too long....