I Wish

I wish you could see what I'm going through I wish you could feel the pain I feel I wish your body was so painful you could barely stand I wish you felt so sick you pass out I wish your head hurt so much from crying that it felt like it would explode I wish you felt so much love for me you'd rather die than live without me I wish you could feel the cold steel blade dig deep into your chest I wish you could feel your lungs and heart being pierced And I wish you could feel yourself slowly dying from the inside out Maybe you'll know after I'm gone