I Wish

i wish you could have looked deeper into my eyes and knew what was there for you i wish you could have known what my lips were trying to tell you but were afraid to do so i wish i had held you closer. that i had known that one day would be the very last time i would see you i wish you could have known what my heart said each time i saw you how i felt when my hands touched your face i wish i had told you how it made me feel when you kissed my lips over and over and told me how beautiful i was i wish you could have been braver and therefore able to tell me what you were going to do when you were so sad and ... i wish and i wish, and i wish, but all i can see is you, and how handsome you were the last time i saw you; and how i longed to tell you i loved you too... i wish.