I wish

I wish I could be a woman who moves on so quickly but unfortunately I love so deeply I wish I could leave the minute you showed disrespect but yet I’m a loyal person When you’re truly loyal you don’t give up so quick I get so mad at you because you know I truly care for you Why must you take me for granted when all I wanted was to love you and get it back from you? I wish it didn’t take me so long to put myself first like you do Yes I’m anger because all I wanted was to build a life with you I never wanted a big wedding but I always wanted a long lasting marriage I never cared for how much you spent on a ring I care about the time, love, and respect you showed me I wish I wasn’t that into you because maybe you’d care more You’d value me more I wish I didn’t have this experience with you and have the resentment I have towards you I wish I didn’t love you so hard because if I didn’t the pain wouldn’t feel this bad I wish I could go back and never gave you all of me because now look at me