I Wish

I would want that all to happen for the first time. I want all these feelings to be washed away. I want to feel the warmth of the sun for the first time once. I wanna cry in my mothers arms for the first time once again. I wanna crawl back into her arms for the first time once again, Those arms used to take my pain away. I wanna see the flight of a butterfly for the first time once again; No wonder that’s a gaze. I wanna believe in magic for the first time. I want the tooth fairy to teach me loosing’s a gain, For the first time once again. I wanna dance for the first time and feel that fall once again. I wanna be touched by the love of my life for the first time once again, But this time I want to be able to wash it all away. I wanna drain all of my sorrows, I don’t want to be judged on my way. I don’t wanna drown in the sorrow, I want to make it happen for the first time all over again. It’s no wonder I am in search of that first time once again. I wish, I could, If I could, I would, flush it all away. I want these unwanted memories to wash off so that, I can feel it for the first time all over again.