I Was Having You

He's different, I know. I stare at him, his eyes aglow. I don't know what it was, But that night, was about us. Is it a rebound or a fling? for this feeling is a changeable thing. But after that night, I can't seem to find, The answers & assurance in my mind. I leaned on you, like it was the easiest thing to do. you held my hand, never want to leave, never want to stand. Oh & that one Kiss, maybe twas nothing, but to me, It was Bliss. I know I can't get you back to that moment, I can't be certain. but the feeling is apparent. Both lost in our own pride, But we know what's deep inside. Now it seems to be over, because we're afraid of Trust, afraid of Forever. It works for me, to pretend it was nothing. Just don't ever forget, what we had was something. I swear, I just don't know what to do, & I had no idea, that I was already having you.