Armani Armania Poet Dramatic Monologue

I Want You To Go

I keep spelling your name like a spell,
And it's making me feel like alive,
And forgetting whole world and myself,
And believing that I still can fly..

What the magic was used so hard
That for years I'm calling your name,
Even knowing all from the start,
Even seeing you cannot be same..

I've chosen to keep you as a dream,
For it kills being hopeful in vain.
I don't want you to hear my scream
When no more I can bear this pain.

I don't want you to know how hurts
Of yours' empty words fiercest sword.
I don't want you to see all the kerfs
That it made on my heart, always sore.

Every time I'm convincing myself
It is just some delusion of mine,
And I'm trying to take off the spell
Out my heart which objects it and minds.

You're the only my weakness which stays,
Others I had successfully thrown.
Doesn't matter what I do or say
You're there with no one in 'row.

Now I'm begging you for let me go.
I need leave all behind and move on,
So my castle wouldn't hosting your ghost
I'm not frightened being on my own.

07.06.2016 22:17

'the memory will always last' - 
..Until the present clears the past
18.11.2016

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Richard Evans October 28, 2017 at 12:53 AM "it kills being hopeful in vain." Strong line. Nice poem. All the best..........peace! Armani Armania October 28, 2017 at 9:34 PM that's how hopes are harmful.. Thank you!

Faraz Ajmal August 19, 2017 at 12:42 PM A very beautiful written poem, I believe that every women should remain independent, I m a man but believe me men aren t always good, don t give them a single chance to hurt you or make you sad, women also have potential, they are also strong, well can you plz read my poems as well and tell me how they are Armani Armania October 28, 2017 at 9:36 PM Thank you, my friend. Every human should be independent.

Darren White March 6, 2017 at 1:35 PM That is a strong poem, about slowly growing independent. Wonderfully written. The rhyme and cadence are great. Armani Armania March 9, 2017 at 10:54 PM I need to be pinched.. This is the very first poem written in English... Thank you! It means a lot for me.