I Want You

I want you to see me break down in tears,i want you to see me face my fears. I want you to see the fragile heart in my stone hard personality. I want you to see that strength in my weakness. I want you. But im afraid,afraid of opening up, Because when i do im going to need your presence very often And im afraid that's not gonna happen But i want you, I want you to laugh at those hilarious jokes i make I want you to criticise those reckless choices i take I want you see normality in my total madness. But yet im afraid, afraid that i might disappoint you,afraid that you might take me for who im not. Just like how u might hope for rain when you see clouds forming. But i want you,i want you from this lifetime to the next I want you to see the better in me,not the best I want you to inject me with a great deal of faith,i want you to unlock me from this cage,i want you to feel only my presence in the atmosphere. But um afraid.im at most fear,im afraid you will love me for i don't know how to love I'm afraid love has never loved me back I want you but i am afraid of intruding your world