I Want To Be But How

I want to be the strong girl that you want me to be. But, it seems like every time I try to be strong, Something is always in my way. I want to be the perfect girlfriend that you ever had. I want to be the one that you want, Or the one that you’ve been dreaming about for a long time. I want to be the perfect women for your, Parents, friends, Especially for your sister/brother. I want to from your high school sweet-heart, To your college lover, To your Fiancée, The one that you want to be your children’s father/mother. To be with you for the rest of your life, But I have one question in my mind, One question that I keep thinking about every day. Do you want the same thing? The same thing that I’m hopping for,? Do you want the same thing that I want…? Maybe I’m just dreaming about what I want, Maybe it’s just a fantasy of mine…