I Waited For You

There you were looking at me, So sure that I would never leave. You had that type of control and I craved for your energy. Don't you get it you idiot I wanted to be with you. Not a day went by where the constellations in the sky wouldn't shine wouldn't mind that I was so deep in love I would cry when you were gone. I wanted this to be something special. All you ever gave me was hurt and pleasure. Look what you've done, you've finally won got me contradicting how I really feel. You wish me bruised. A cut never sooth and now here I am again waiting for. Honestly tell me how this could be. The skies are falling and I would still be here. You hurt me you did, you shut me and locked the door. I waited for you and you never even bothered to show up. How could you do this to me? When I was the one you needed? How could you, I waited for you and wipe that conceited smile off your face before I die. You wanted me to be in love, you wanted me to drink you to the last drop. You wanted me hooked again. I saw it in your eyes the red from the drugs you been taking and still I waited for. Still I stayed with you. Some time when I go away I will realize that you weren't in disguise. You weren't my perfect boy toy. You didn't need me. You could breath without me. I guess I was too blind to see the tears you didn't cry for me. All alone sitting on a bench waiting for you to come out. I looked for you... I waited in the storm. I searched everywhere and then as I was about to give up I turned back around and saw you getting off the train I started to smile but then she rapped her around you and I fell. I waited for you. I ran down the road and now the story continues with my addiction to painful love I can't believe you did this to me. This isn't some regular love story. I closed my eyes and said good night I waited for you I thought as tears rolled down my eyes.