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I Wait

I must give them Love,
And Love only
Can you stop me?
Will you be ashamed of me,
Or exasperated, angered,
When my neutrality resembles bestilled water,
Undrinkable, observing and flowing…
As my choice becomes iced with silence,
And non-action?


Every atom screams,
Hate them
Speak your tumultuous mind
With passion and purpose, 
Speak and forget your disillusioned place!
Be their instrument of scorn,
Break them down,
These builders of fabricated walls 
These grabbers for attention
These leeches latching onto 
Every power they can get—
Feet planted in the swarms of stings
Erected to last—to suffer vastly
The sacrament of melancholia, let it
Find you,
And fill you with hate,
Disgust—for their
Impenetrable impotence!
Break them down,
With what you deem right

A spirit sighs, says,
Be a companion,
Be a meek friend
Be a listener,
Let them speak,
Do not be so quick to condemn
Allow their hurt
For how can you stop it?
Just like you,
How can they stop you,
From feeling, silently feeling
What they cannot grasp…?
Just as you feel,
Let them also feel,
Let them be,
Wait, just wait…

Their hands clasp my throat in searing iron grip
My eyes tear from the force,
Blood collecting in my world-heavy head
Do not be silent, they say!
Speak, you proud, religious bigot!
You are no better than I—nor him—nor she!
Speak, for tomorrow you die…
But I cannot even reason when you say….
Choose your way! Choose your way!
They probe—they force—they complain,
It is okay…it is okay….
I will not steer your life in the embodiment of my lens
I can only give, I can only pray
That the answers of truth will sooth your days….
 
I give them Love, and will the rest,
That swear that the responsibility lies on me—
I will the rest,
To the shades of better trees
Longing….
For their trunks to reach greater altitudes,
And their voluptuous shade to spread upon
These soiled, troubled souls

The choice is not mine to make
With love—with pain,
I wait for His reign

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016




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Date: 11/15/2016 6:47:00 PM
I came across this poem looking for some good pieces to use for my forensics class and I really wanted to know if you'd be fine with it and if you're willling to tell me about what the poem means. I'd really appreciate it and if you can get back to me asap that would be great. Thank you.
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Laura Breidenthal
Date: 11/17/2016 4:21:00 PM
Hi, I sure can. Semd me a soupmail and I can answer any questions you have regarding the meaning... ~Laura
Date: 11/13/2016 9:39:00 PM
As I read your write here dear poet, I felt as if you were the megaphone spewing for me loudly for all to hear my beg....leave us be! Not necessarily to the religious bigoted fools, them too mind ya, yet for all who take mine and my trues freedom of choose...yes choose from us! Ty Laura...much love, james
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Date: 11/11/2016 9:55:00 AM
How true it is that sometimes what you say (even if it is the absolute truth) just isn't going to register anyway. The famous saying you can lead a horse to water. So, the pain of restraint is with us. I rather like Noam Chomsky's careful reasoned approach to pointing out flaws. He does it so well. You are much more passionate, but that is you. So suffer we must and watch the crazy things play out we will. You hit the nail on the head--ouch!
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Date: 10/15/2016 7:29:00 AM
Bigots, religion, a difficult subject matter, you pulled it off poetically speaking. Sometimes it's not so easy to turn the other cheek and love thy neighbor.
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Laura Breidenthal
Date: 10/15/2016 3:01:00 PM
Yes, it is a very delicate subject. Thank you for taking the time to read my work. I will definitely be returning to your page to read more of your awesome verses! <3~Laura

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