I try to forget all that is wrong with me
I try to leave my sins behind me I try to forget all that is wrong with me.
I'm stuck in a place that I can't get out of no matter how hard I try
the drugs and alcohol are calling to me like a song that I'm trapped in.
I try to ignore the sirens call but I come back almost every time I try to have self control but I've never been good at that.
you can tell me what I'm doing is wrong but I won't listen to you.
you can tell me that I'm a bad person but I've heard it all before
I try to forget everything the comments the insults all of it.
I want to be better but how can I be better if I try to forget all that is wrong.
how do I be better if I keep relapsing how do I get over my inner demons that I let control me how do I get better when I don't even know what I'm doing with my life anymore. I tell myself that I'm fine that I'm good that everything is fine but the truth is that I'm not okay at all but I keep lieing to myself
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