I Think I Wasn'T Born

I think when I was not born, It's better, I know nothing not even morn, As care, selfish were not all my pillows. Hope, expectations were all not my heros. Holy Qur'an say, 'we were chain in fate', And i was tied town with curse to deviate. Preachers, are you trying the almighty? Trying to change my already seal oddity; As now it seems better I was not born, Then I will see nothing off and on, The surviving, surviving and worshiping; And the different face of our making, And God the creator of believers, And me that fade in history to write this.