I Still Miss You

I dream about you..! sometimes when i'm alone. .! I can hear you laughter fealt the room. ! It was a such a distance love. ! It means that everything was right in the world..! I can feel you ..! From when you would hang me so tight and tell me everything is going to be right. ! And how much you love me...! I remember when you are mad of me that never lasted long..!! Every year on my birthday you will call me..! And sing happy birthday song to me...!! I call you and asked if you need anything. .!! anything at all...!! And you will say...!! I need you to be happy..! I don't know if I could truely express how proudly I was at you..! That I was so proud. .!! I remember you saying. .! '' you know I did the best I could with you. .! ''' And Yes i know that..! I know that you love me. .!! Like no other in the world ..! You best was more than good enough. ..! It was ..!! And I still love you so much. .!! I know I was you hope ...!! I know that you couldn't go on any more ..! I know you body was let you down although you want to stay for us....!! I'm clad you have no more pain...! But I have pain know missing you everyday. .!! I love miss you everyday..!! I'm okay know. .!! Standing on my own. .!! Holding you in my heart..!! I love you mama..! And I always will..! THAT ME ..!! THANKS...!!