I stand up

I stand up I walk to the door no one is here I'm on my own I know this place I've been here before just a few steps and the fear will be gone... I stand up I cannot cry no one will come to give me a ride I have to be brave I have to reconcile with the loneliness I felt in old times... I stand up I'm a woman today the child is in the past and I'm here to stay where should I go? I have to face the fact that I can't run away. Jessica