I Should

I should cry But I can’t I should jump But it won’t be high I should dance But without synchronicity I should go To a unknown place I should be Somebody else But I am not certain Of who that is I must find that person So I can speak About who I am Without hesitation I should soar Over the mountaintops Like an eagle Or a hawk But not be a predator I should feed the young And smile as I do it And keep smiling I should own that smile Continuously Without regret For I should want I should need To be myself Exclusively Linda pickron