I See You

I see you 
and 
WHAM
insides twisting
heart racing
everything spirals out of control.
Jealousy spews its
emerald poison through
my heightened veins.
Longing and loathing
are equal partners in
my extreme discomfort.
It's not hate - 
not quite - 
but an aversion that seems
to know no bounds.
The sight of your
face fills me with
envy
disgust 
and
maybe just a little
desire.
Desire for friendship
for your attention
for your approval.
In the hopes that it might
calm the tumultuous churning
of my soul.
I yearn for peace that
seems so hard to grasp;
to best you, to be you
either way I want to 
conquer you 
so you can no longer flaunt
your existance
over my meager self.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Mehta Avatar
September 17, 2010 at 12:59 PM
Congratulations on this win with nice write, T.L.
Dietrich Avatar
September 14, 2010 at 7:14 PM
wow, powerful, intense, Super!! Congratulations. LUv, Andrea
K. Avatar
September 14, 2010 at 4:43 AM
Wow-- what an emotion packed write, T.L. :)-- congrats on your major win!! -- nikko :)
Sweetheart Avatar
September 9, 2010 at 12:57 PM
Congrats on your first place win in the Word Hurl contest.. an awesome write and super victory..with luv.. enjoy..
Brown Avatar
September 9, 2010 at 11:12 AM
Congratulations T.L. on your win in Farah Chamma's contest "Word Hurl". Love, Carol
Neels Avatar
September 9, 2010 at 6:53 AM
Congratulations on your win :) Wilma
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September 8, 2010 at 7:32 PM
Thank-you so much everyone! I am so happy :-) I don't think I've ever had such an honour before, it made my whole day!
Nandy Avatar
September 8, 2010 at 6:38 PM
Congratulations on your win with this contrastinn write...regards..rinki
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September 8, 2010 at 6:08 PM
Congratulations on your outstanding winning poem! ~ Carrie
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September 8, 2010 at 5:38 PM
congrats on the win!
Brown Avatar
September 2, 2010 at 5:29 AM
I enjoyed reading your poetry this morning T.L. I will not be reading poetry for a few days as I will be gone from Friday until Monday. I look forward to reading more of your poetry when I return. I wish you a weekend filled with good health, love, and loads of inspiration. Love and Blessings, Carol
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