I Say Yes, You Say No

i look at you and think 'so much better then me' i look at me and think 'what i wouldn't do to look like you' your skinny, toned, in control, beautiful i'm fat, chubby, uncontrollable, ugly i wish to smash the mirror in pain i look back at myself with my big nose, ghostly complection, pot belly stomach, way to big love handles, flabby theighs, and weak arms i say ugly you say not but you don't know you can't see i see it all everytime i change, shower and look in the mirror so you don't know you definatly can't see i do know and i do see