I Remember

I remember being eight years old, Crying over the most valuable person in my life being ripped away. I Remember being eleven years old, Screaming ' you' at your grave, Filled with anger and despair, Wanting to visit you in the devil's lair. I remember being thirteen years old, Suicidal thoughts consumed my mind, I wanted to be with you, Because life was not fair. I remember being fifteen years old, My first serious suicide attempt, Wanting to visit you, Even if it was in the devil's lair. I remember being seventeen years old, Being sectioned in hospital, For your death left a hole in my heart, For I remember.