I Only See You In Pictures

I heard you hit a glitch today,
I don’t know if it is true, it’s just hear say.
Back then you used to tell me everything
Tell me I’m the only one who you could confide in
But now I only wonder how you doing.
I only see you……..
Yes, I only see you in pictures. 

I heard you were being promiscuous 
I don’t know if it’s true it’s just hear say.
Clubbing uncontrollably, some even call you a typical ****.
It hurts me,
But now I only wonder how you really doing.
I only see you………
I only see you in pictures.

I heard you had finally found a soul mate.
I don’t know if it’s true, it’s just hear say.
They say you say he loves you,
As much as you love him
I’m happy if it’s true, you deserve it.
But I always wonder how you doing.
I only see you……….
Yet I only see you in pictures. 

I heard you were pregnant.
I know it is true, for I saw you
With that little baby bump, 
You looked so happy, so fulfilled.
I was happy,
But I wonder how you doing.
I only see you………….
I saw the baby bump in pictures.

I heard you had a baby
No one knew if it was a boy or a girl.
He /she looked so precious in your arms, so beautiful I couldn't tell either.
You merged so well, 
I almost cried, could have been my god daughter.
Like we planned.
I was happy, you were happy
But I only see it……….
I saw the baby in pictures.

You might not know,
But I still care, still look back at all good times we shared.
All the dreams we had, but time my friend,
Time changes a lot, time takes away a lot.
I miss you.
But I see you………
I see you as much as I can,
Whenever I can.
And I always wonder how you doing.
But it’s alright, for I know you will be alright.
As long as I see you…..
Yes, as long as I see you in pictures.


©Herzel Poshiwa 
written for a dear friend who is still close to my heart.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Nigros Avatar
July 22, 2014 at 9:34 AM
LOVING THE WRITE.
Woman Avatar
July 6, 2014 at 7:25 AM
A heartfelt and beautiful poem
Deschler Avatar
June 30, 2014 at 5:43 PM
This was a very moving and emotional write. I could feel the loneliness coming through in your words. It is so sad that you can only see her in pictures.... Great work, Herzel, and a nice dedication to your friend. Congratulations on your win!
Sietesantos Avatar
June 26, 2014 at 7:50 AM
Hi Herzel, congratulations on your well-deserved win in the contest! Warmest regards.
Mehta Avatar
June 26, 2014 at 1:56 AM
Enjoyed the poem with the morning cup of tea. Congrats on the win
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June 25, 2014 at 11:44 PM
herzel,, Congratulations:) Enjoyed every winning poem, on my list. Thanks for the support. If you like, stop by my latest blog "Poetic symphony" OR My Newest poem, THE NEW POET." It's a sweet dedication to every old and new poet. I've come in contact, since March 2010. LOVE ~LINDA
Lamoureux Avatar
June 20, 2014 at 9:05 AM
This really touched me. Your heart desires reconciliation and therefore it remains a possibility. I hope you and your friend will be in pictures together.
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