I Never Saw It Coming

She used to take my calls and commandeer them.
It was all about her.
If I wanted to add something she would have to “go”
which meant hang up.

She would always beg me to bring my other friend to stuff.
Because she was a name dropper 
Apparently I was not a big enough name.
So I did, wanting to please her.

She would run toward our mutual friend,
Lavishing her with welcoming overtures.
I thought it was amusing.
I can always entertain myself.

One day she wanted me to do something against my ethics.
Against my moral code, against my soul.
I told her I could not, and did not realize our “friendship” was over
Until I discovered she had blocked me from her phone.

I was surprised, and saddened.
Mostly saddened. 
I never saw it coming.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020



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Date: 5/21/2020 1:01:00 PM
it sounds like you did have some inkling, caren, and it also sounds like the kind of friend you'd be better off without. sometimes things happen for a reason...
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 5/21/2020 5:21:00 PM
I kind of had an inkling but I kept saying "no" and put it back in the corners of my mind until I could not ignore it any longer.
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