I Never Knew He Didn'T Love Me

I was his friend from the first time he opened his eyes I taught his his first words We took our first steps together his first and my second time around learning to walk you see for me he was my whole world I flip my truck three times when I was just two months pregnant with him you see I spent seven months in bed getting him here and then another year in a wheelchair being push by me with him in my lap cause I wouldn't let anybody take him from me I fought tooth and nail to walk so nobody could claim me unfit I change my baby, bathed him,fed him and god bless him too and he grew He weighted in at 30 lb. and 30" when he turn about 2 so I knew God was in the house This child was special he was god's child on loan from god he knew so much about the bible we took him to the lords house everywhere if it was at the fort mims reenacnmet he knew what the preacher left out but I didn't As he grew about 12 yrs. something happen and I don't know why but he told me mommy I don't love you anymore I have tried to be his friend he won't let me in I cry at night I wish I knew what happen to us I know I got brain cancer and had brain surgery but I had not fully recovered And unless thats what cause this rejection of me I hope it isn't because he can't deal with loosing me He is 26 yrs. old and I lost him many years ago