I Never Knew

I never knew that you loved me so, you never really let me know. You always tried to pretend that you were my love until the end. Then one day when you confess to me, that all I was in your sight was a tiny little pea. That you know how much damage these words did to me. I never knew you thought so less of me and now, I know this is the way it will be. You never told me not once before that you were planning on walking out that door. I never knew you had all these feelings and emotions about me inside of you, they are so terrible until I am really afraid of you. Is this something you planned to do? I never knew a person can pretend so well and all along was nothing but hell. You made me think that I was alright with you and there were nothing going wrong because you were true. All of this has been corrupt, now I got a taste from your bitter cup and it is enough. Now my love I never knew that you were the one I loved so much and yet in still you caused me so much pain and hurt.