I Never

I never felt alive Before you I always sat alone in my dark room With the razor blade and imagery friends As the only friends that cared I would cry I used to cut so much that it didn't hurt enough It made me go crazy with hate Hate for myself and everyone around me Until you I never had been in love Then you came into my life I used to say the words but I knew they were not real But I know when you say them to me it is And I will always love you Even if you hurt me I never trusted But I trust you All the others had lied to me I was a fool to believe Fell for all their lies Then I told myself I would never trust But now I know I will never go back