I Miss You

I never thought I would say this ,but even to this day I miss you so much,I try so hard to drown our past to forgotten ,some how I can't ,some how it awakes deep inside ,to only light up the ashes you left behind,is this a dream ? someone please pinch me ,because I can't take your absent any more,it pushes me against the wall,tripping me.. to only land in your arms ,have we not learn from our mistakes ,then why are you still there heart ,just die already ,love isn't for everyone ,that includes you,dear lover ,friend ,half soul mate or what ever you call that person you care so much about ,I just wanna say,this tears you left on my face,melted slowly down like a candle,the wax was just the sign of what you became ,now your gone, is been years and I still sit here as I cry,as part of me is searching for your heart,the only clue we have are finger and lip prints you left in my body,your laughter echoes threw my ears,pushing play to our conversations we use to have,sadly all your promises you made were just words,words that broke Easley in the air,sometimes I wonder if your love was true,I guess you will never know,that even to this day I miss you .