India Cuyler Poet Light Verse

I Made Up My Mind

WILL I FORGIVE MY MOM? WILL I FORGET ABOUT HER?
I HAD MADE UP MY MIND WHEN THE PAIN STARTED TO 
CONSTINCTLY HURT ME AS MUCH. WILL I STAND UP 
FOR MYSELF? YES I WILL,I HAD MADE THAT UP IN MY MIND
WHEN I FELT AS IF I WAS FIGHTING DEATH SUCH WALTZING
IS NOT EASY.CAN I EVER LOVE LIKE I DID TO BEFORE? OR WILL
I EVER COME TO SEE WHAT SPECIAL GIFTS LIFE HAS IN STORE FOR
ME?WHAT CAN I DO WHEN I AM HURTING DEEP DOWN INSIDE? I COULD 
CONTINUE TO CRY! OR I COULD JUST WIPE THE TEARS AWAY FROM MY BROWN>
EYES! WHAT IS LIFE? WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH PAIN? AND ALL THE PAIN I FEEL DOES
NOT FEEL THE SAME, BUT IT'S DDRIVING ME INSANE. I AM NO LONGER CONFUSED, I KNOW 
EXACTLY WHAT TO DO,BECAUSE I HAVE HONESTLY MADE UP MY MIND.BUT HAVE I REALLY
MADE UP MY MIND? THAT'S A QUESTION THAT I WILL KNOW THE ANSWER TO IN A VERY 
UNCONDITIONAL TIME.......

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Carol Sunshine Brown November 5, 2009 at 11:22 AM Wonderful writing India it was a joy to read thank you. I wish you a fun filled inspiring day. Love, Carol

Simone Segal November 4, 2009 at 1:00 PM your mind is where all the answers are to every question you have, when you make up your mind with the right decisions,the inner you knows what's right, you direct your life to a better place, have a look at my poem Held Within Your Mind, love Simone