I Lost

I LOST

When my dad called me ugly, 
stupid and worthless, as that
little girl, I lost!

When my mother didn't protect
me from the cruelty and abuse
at home, I lost!

When a bad man came into my
room exposing himself, as that
little girl, I lost!

When a boyfriend blackened my 
eyes and fractured my cheekbone,
I lost!

When my precious dogs, Rocky 
and Brownie died in my arms,
I lost!

When a car struck me and I 
suffered life altering injuries,
I lost!

When I received the call saying,
“Your mother is dead,” I lost!

When I watched my loving and 
honorable brother succumb
to cancer, I lost!

When my closest friend committed
suicide, I lost.

When I see the painful expression
in my son’s weary eyes, I’ve lost.

When I realize there isn’t anyone or 
anything else to fight for, I say to you
one last time, I lost!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Volumes Avatar
July 20, 2023 at 3:21 AM
Your son needs you stay well for him.
Hudson Avatar
January 7, 2022 at 1:26 PM
Wow. I read your poem in the anthology book and it blew me away. All the pain and suffering I could feel in every Single word. If this is a personal experience I am so sorry for your loss. My first poem Toni, she died in my arms. Your poem touched my heart.
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