I Lost

When Dad called me ugly, stupid
and worthless, as that little girl, I lost!

When my mother couldn’t protect
me from the cruelty and abuse
at home, I lost!

When a bad man came into
my room and frightened me
me as that little girl, I lost!

When my boyfriend blackened my 
Eyes and fractured my cheekbone,
I lost!

When my precious dogs, Rocky and Brownie 
died in my arms, I lost!

When a car struck me causing
me to suffer life altering
injuries, I lost!

When I received the call
Your Mother is dead,
I lost!

When I watched my loving and honorable
Brother, Jimmy succumb to cancer, I lost!

When I realize there isn’t anyone			 
Or anything else to fight for, I say to you
for one last and final time, I lost!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Brul Avatar
September 9, 2021 at 4:32 PM
Don’t lose hope Diane..Here in Poetry Soup you will find rainbows that will make you smile again…Keep writing!
Leiser Avatar
November 23, 2018 at 9:10 PM
I’m so sorry for all your losses, Diane. I believe God truly cares, and I have found that His love comforts us in our losses.
Perna Avatar
November 23, 2018 at 9:24 PM
Thank you very much. It means so much to me when I receive nice comments like yours. I pray God keeps watch over me.
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