I Let Her Love Me First

l let her love me first from the beginning I was at the first position from the very start I love easy I love faster from the early stage am always ahead ahead of the girls yet too much love brings me too much grieves from the first experience of love I was always left heart broken and now I realise a change that was my remedy so now I write a short biography of love in change I let her love me first cos too much love has cost me too much Cry's am not greedy am not selfish but old experience brought me to search a way to change my ill luck I let her love me first cos that was a security to trade my love again a secret I protected till I finally fell in love again and now we are best two in love with a bound of trust in the midst of every challenge's we survive strong till she left me heart broken in death rest in peace my love I always adore you I know you are in a better world I know you are better I miss you and I swear that will take eternity love could be sow when the one you love turns invisible it tortures it hurts and that cant change nor kill an existing love before she became invisible I hope she accept my little biography I know she will smile to read them cos I loved her a lot despite at the beginning I let her love me first