I Lay In Bed Often Wondering

i lay in my bed often wondering when he does come how will he be will he be mean or nice will he be empty or love me passionately will he put up with my faults will he laugh at my cute unique ways or will he dislike my unique ways will he cherish me all of our days will he hold me in his arms or will he not be affectionate will he listen to my voice and will he treat me delicate will he make up a cute name for me like pooky,booboo,or angel of mine will he be there to always protect me i often wonder in my bed as i pass the time