I Know the Truth, But Can I Face It

I see the writing on the wall but just can't seem to read I know deep down what I must do but can't seem to see the need Questions going to and fro debates that wage their war a heart that's feeling heavy and a conscience getting sore Am I just avoiding what I know is right is this all just temporary a little short of sight? But it's so hard to start again when feeling numb from care and emotions that you thought you had are now just barely there I know that I'm the one to blame for opening up the door and in storms my confusion and throws me to the floor So is this really what I want a life I've know forever or is it time to cut and run a past completely sever?