I Killed Myself Today

i killed myself today Just to see if i still am me. i spoke the feelings of my own life in poems and i thought i killed myself until i felt myself inside your pain -- And who denies (what i am become) when everyone goes away and i have everything (just my own words) when i alone cry. i shed my crown of thoughts just to say, "my feelings still disappear --" i am what i become my dearest friend every beat of my heart i give to you alone --not to let you down IF like my heart: if i could start again: everything would be alright. If North was South and West was won i should lay my love dearest sweetest friend. If every- yearning heart had it all my empire of Love would never let you down. :: 12-05-2016 ::