I Keep Dreaming

I dream but soon feel You are the cold water to my face The match near my toes The free fall that woke me up I woke up Upright and down turned I take frequent peeks at the nightmare I waited in I fell And fell But only fell in love The love This love Only love Is what held me in the flames Of burning passion I ignited and you fed I was doomed from the start The split second of the fraction of the exact moment our eyes met In a second I saw you were beautifully caring, peculiarly fun, awkwardly enchanting The second after I knew you were one in immeasurable amount of any like you And the second after I was trapped by silent thought "she is the one" That echoed as slow as the seconds that passed by It only took three seconds Longer than blink But faster than a greet It was Hell at first sight So know this.. This is not a poem This is a cry for help Save me from my pain Save me from my thoughts Save me from the love Or is this life it's self I live all just a Nightmare to?