I Just Want To Sleep

I try every time I lay down To sleep for more than hour I can't Between the nightly nightmare's and endless taking of sleep pills All I want is some release I sit here thinking if I would end it That I would finally get the sleep I deserve Instead of getting the abuse I don't deserve. It's only another story different night I feel itchy all over I feel like am missing something How can anyone go on living Knowing what they done to me Do they have trouble sleeping Or is it just me I don't know But I wish it would end Cause I can't handle this much longer.