I Just Kept My Feelings Glassed

Days move so quickly, gone lightening fast I blinked once, and four decades were in my past Never found the words to tell you, nothing is ever left to last Standing in this shadow, yet still another cast Would it be better if I just kept my feelings glassed? Even with all the recoil, I just face the endless backblast Emptiness of missing you, however unsurpassed Perhaps in this life's cell, I'll experience a neuroblast