I hugged my murderers

Those who served salt on my wounds,
snatched my childhood diary,
threw it into orange fumes.
I hugged them.

Burned my dreams, locked every door;
my favourite scarf, they tore.
The depth of darkness they showed in their core—
fear of a knock on the door
since the age of four.

I sit beside my window,
watch a homeless snore.
I find his life a dream of mine—
jealousy from my eyes gets poured.

Yet after decades, I hold a smile;
all scars, perfectly, I hide.
I gift sweetness to the monsters
who drank my blood.
I offered bonds to the evils
who used to flood—

floods of tears,
oceans of sadness,
peace of heavy weight.

Yet apparently,
this is my karma.
This is my fate.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Agustin Avatar
February 28, 2026 at 4:42 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Soni Avatar
March 1, 2026 at 6:59 AM
thanks a bunch!!
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