I Hope Your Are Doing Well, Love

I hope you are doing well, love. hope that even though I am not, you are smiling without me. Hope that you don't know what it feels like to miss me the way I miss you. Hope that you will never know the heartbreak of waking up from a dream where we were still together. To find I can only find you in my fantasies It's unbecoming of me to keep coming back when you keep running. Its something I'll never understand about myself. The way I love unlovable people. Still, I hope you are doing well, Love. I hope you're doing better than me.