I Hide Myself

If I could be free
To just be me
To walk my walk
And show my history
But no they are not ready

The masses 
The neighbors
The so-called friends.
They could not take it
So I hide myself for another if.

If I could just shout my biggest truths
Would anyone accept me?
Or would more people be mad?
Would I be revered or ostracized?
Could they take the real me?

Does anyone? 
Can I share my soul anywhere?
Would I become worse or better with their approval?
Or would I become stagnant and clingy?
The Ifs are running amok in my brain.

If I do this will that happen?
If I do that will this happen?
Guesses never work out. 
They never fully come to pass.
I will be myself.
Whoever can take it, can take me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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