I Have No Clue

I feel hopeless and trapped, Like I’m stuck and not tough, It feels like I have been slapped, Because I'm not good enough. I cry and I cry, When I'm feeling so down, I shouldn’t say goodbye, I shouldn’t frown. I need to keep my head way up high, Not down, but instead, In the heavens, in the sky, Waiting and looking ahead. I don’t know what to do, When I'm feeling like this, I need to work out how to, Stand there and resist. I feel like I'm losing my friends, One by one they go, Lots of people recommend, That I don't not fall below. When I fall to my knees, I feel so much pain, I cannot move, I freeze, I can't seem to explain. I find it so hard, I'm feeling insane, I feel so scarred, And I always get the blame. I don’t know what to do, When I'm feeling like this, I need to work out how to, Stand there and resist. Some people tell me, That I’m not worth it, They tell me to agree, Instead, I go to a corner and sit. My heads in the sand, And all I do is worry, I don’t seem to understand, Instead, I hurry. When I feel so upset, You have got to beware, I have to not forget, That if I need anyone say a prayer. I don’t know what to do, When I'm feeling like this, I need to work out how to, Stand there and resist. 05/11/2012