I Have Half a Mind

I have half a mind, To just let go, Let go of notions, Which plague me so. What's it really matter, If I lose or if I win, Isn't it that I played, That matters in the end? I played from the heart, And gave it all I got, With honor and pride, I've attained this spot. But like I said before, You know I have half a mind, To just let it all go, No more effort, no more trying... But the other half sustains, That which I am thankful For, Pushing me with great strength, I can take flight and soar. And the higher I fly, From efforts past spent, The greater I espy, The grandness of men. Oh I have half a mind, To give up, throw the towel in, But I still have half a mind, To find a way to soar again!