I Hate You

The energy I spend to carry this hate is turning into an expensive fate. I’m a time bomb at an accelerated rate bring me flowers to commemorate I self destructed on this date. Especially, when you seem so unaware It fuels the fire of all my care, makes me want to rip out my hair and tear you to pieces with my stare which I think will allow me to repair. I’m so weary from carrying this pain because I know it’s all in vein my entire life can feel the strain the anger is driving me insane I cannot imagine the flames ever being tame Even with all this rain. I think of you and my body grows tense my fists clench tight from the suspense the scene plays out just like a dance I remind myself hourly of your offense. Which of course makes little sense! Greedily seeking that angry burn incredibly simple to carry and learn I live for those looks that are full of concern. and all my happiness will I adjourn to keep my resolution firm.