I hate you

I hate the way you looked into my eyes. I hate the way you rubbed my feet when we made love. I hate how you smelled. I hate that you were married. I hate that you have children. I hate that you held me in your arms like i was the only woman in the world. I hate how you took me to fancy restaurants. I hate how you opened my doors. I hate how you watched me play the piano. I hate how you touched me. I hate how you kissed me. I hate your secrets. I hate your alter-ego. I hate that you raped me. I hate how you gaslight. I hate how you told me you loved me. I hate your wife. I hate your status. I hate the car you drive. I hate how beautiful you were. I hate your taste in music. I hate your mind games. I hate our connection. I hate that you left me. I hate myself. I hate that we were soul mates. I hate how I loved you. I hate what you took from me. I hate the world. I hate the people in it. I hate you reading this.