I Hate Love

I hate love. Love is not just a feelings that gets you high. on seeing your partner at the twinkling of an eye Its a deep response that make a hot fire become cold as ice Even if you see danger coming nigh You still want to give it a try When in both arms you wish the light never goes out That's the true reflection of the nature deposited in us by the most high. I have heared different versions of love Some say it the happiest thing that could ever happen to me Some say it takes seconds to be in love Some say Just keep going love will find you Some say i have got to find love I anticipated the wild feelings of love It seems like it will be heaven on earth or Even as the day I was born I wanted to play the game of Love And get it returns With high tenacity I anticipated Now I have delved into it It entirely different from what I heared and assume it to be I never knew I would be patience most of the time I never knew i would apologised often times I never knew little things count I never knew it would cost me more than expected. I never knew I would be wrong for doing what's Right I wanted to be loved loved and loved I was sure it wasn't lust but love I interpreted and understood my feelings right It took me ample time before I could give me I wanted to be loved, fall in love and remain in love But the reverse is the case Little did i understood that healthy love was commitment based on understanding, mutual respect,Communication and ideal sacrifice The love I hate were those I read in books,Watched in the movie,Read In novels , told in stories. They will never be real as such I experienced Understanding love is to experience it first hand No source for love. LOVE IS experience