I Had a Dream

Yesterday night , I dreamed of a fine dream Where I saw people I had loved with all my heart They were all there , not one was missing All those people my heart was craving for Yet those people somehow broke me in real life And still I couldn't get to hate them I was loving them while they were forgetting And I was stuck on my knees Crying , begging , screaming for the world to give me a second chance To just let me love them again To take off this feeling of guilty off my heart To let me live with no constant tears in my eyes So this fine dream of mine was like God's second chance A second chance to tell them all goodbye I spent time with every each one of them in part Getting off the rocks of my heart And when I woke up I had mixed feelings On one side the sadness about all this just being a dream On the other side the happiness of properly saying "goodbye" And within myself this numb feeling of not remembering everything I saw . It was a sad dream With a sweet smile to it laura