I Got Your Letter As School Started

---------- Thirty tear-splashed pages My response with runny ink Not us anymore, don't you think? Fire consumed it in a blink You just left me! Okay, you had a chance You could not pass up For our romance I get that but... I said someday I'd marry you You threw it right in my face So I'm the non-Greek Catholic geek? Well, stick this in your Orthodox socks That's the last time you'll disgrace This young Irish fool! Sated, but not happy anymore I am quick out the bed, going home After pleasing another random girl I AM good enough for To see you swish and twirl Through my rattled dome But I hope you sense or know How I just made HER toes curl How could you say Over a year every day How much you loved me But at the last drive away° Like I'm just a roll in the hay? How could you tell me I'm just for college I'm a temporary smidge That we're not bound to be You give us short time Then leave for half of it You tell me "Have a nice life!" But you get a pass for it? And I'M that ***hole kid!? What's that bull****?! It is just nuts! Am I too poor and not tan? Am I too pale to be your man? So what! SO WHAT! How could you dis me like that Dismiss me like that And then give an act Like I hurt YOU so bad? Making it all so breezy You pop up and ask me to visit you 'Cause I have to show YOU something? After telling ME I can't be your Everything! And rolling away like I'm NOTHING! Dancing to your same tune For you, leaving was easy! Now, Little Rich Girl Write and tell me about your adventures I will listen awhile In lands I dream to see, but cannot be You spoiled child Tell me how great it is Tell me how your heart is light Tell me it all I want to hear it, right? Yeah. Not a'tall Tell me where you go While I do the same crap We did back here While I stay trapped Your outgrowing shows I give up. I'm done. You are NOT the One I'm not writing Even one letter, "My Friend" That I will send I'm not the stupid kind I see the request to write back Jump through the hoops you stack Maybe you want me back I can read between lines I can hear you again I can sense your smell I see your face, taste your lips... Damn it all to HELL! Where's my pen?!