I Give You Me
Here I stand on life's stage
About to give the performance of a lifetime
Not worried about reactions
Do not care about my feelings
Just here to show the most authentic self i can give
I grew up bullied I grew up deprived
My personal demons has cause my relationships demise
I get up each day not sure why
Alone in this bed no one to hold
Ashamed of my weaknesses I have many
Scared of what you all may think
I have pretended to love
Imagined being happy
But reality always kicks my teeth in
I am not the cutest by far
I am not the most enlightened one
I am so afaird of women it chills me to the bone
Intimacy is considered obsolete
Like my age I am not no young gun any more
I am a product of the past can't even be recycled
I long for support I wish I knew what true love was
Once I was there I thought so long ago but got scared and chased her away
In those dark times I was not brave
But today is new and this the crowning achievement
What you see is what you get all broken by two
One half devil one half angel
I won't knock you down no more
I won't curse your name
I will look at the reflection and see so much good change
I will understand me I will stumble forward though these ups and downs
For me this is the day where I say I forgive you
I will move forward with my lines unrehearsed because that is how it should be
I will take these demons and rise above
Encourage my self each day and repeat I deserved to be loved
For this For me and believe in this figure of a man hidden behind a curtain no more and i guarantee there will be no dry eye in the house. When I step.out of this self misery to shine as bright as anyone reading this poem can.
The stage is set Ladies and gentlemen I give you me.
Copyright © David Grasby | Year Posted 2025
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