I Found Out

I found out how freeing life can be When I began to finally simply see The deepest parts of the inner me Were never truly fulfilled satisfactorily. I found out how emotionally avoidant Those ones were, whom I found poignant. The real me is that of a degenerate. Neurodivergence always showing its spirit. I found out how I wanna be in love. I will try every man's hand to fit a glove. I always receive blessings from above, So maybe someday soon I'll find my belove. I found out in the hardest way That some will treat me more like prey. But I will not stop waiting for the day That I receive the real love for which I pray.