I Fell So Hard

I fell so hard

Oh my boys I beg  you all
Please don’t make my mistake don’t follow my fall
I fell so hard it smashed me to bits
I don’t think you will
I don’t think my shoes fit
As I sit here now full of sorrow and regrets
I know now I’ll. never have your respect 
I hope and pray to the Lord above
 That somewhere inside you can still find a little love
My dad was never the man I wanted him to be
Now I’ve done the same I’ve failed miserably
So Reece Ryan Callum and Ross
You’re all so much stronger than I ever was
You’ve all flown the nest and. Building your own families
So cherish every moment and don’t waste them like me
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I’m just ed up a 
sad sight to see
If I ever get better and sort myself out
I hope you’ll let me build trust and Rid  you of doubt
But for that to happen I’ll have to get stronger and try to be brave
And then maybe I can rid me of this destructive  that my body craves 
I could never foresee the destruction this would bring
I am so sorry for everything
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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