I Fell So Hard

I fell so hard Oh my boys I beg you all Please don’t make my mistake don’t follow my fall I fell so hard it smashed me to bits I don’t think you will I don’t think my shoes fit As I sit here now full of sorrow and regrets I know now I’ll. never have your respect I hope and pray to the Lord above That somewhere inside you can still find a little love My dad was never the man I wanted him to be Now I’ve done the same I’ve failed miserably So Reece Ryan Callum and Ross You’re all so much stronger than I ever was You’ve all flown the nest and. Building your own families So cherish every moment and don’t waste them like me I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m just ed up a sad sight to see If I ever get better and sort myself out I hope you’ll let me build trust and Rid you of doubt But for that to happen I’ll have to get stronger and try to be brave And then maybe I can rid me of this destructive that my body craves I could never foresee the destruction this would bring I am so sorry for everything