I Feel Blue

I Feel Blue October 27, 2021 There is something inside -hurting- A drop of blue in my heart, Contagious to all around. A teardrop -resting- Wondering why it's there, Why does it even exist? Questioning gives it life Letting in panic -concern- -and regret. I feel blue inside, This little droplet in my body. Expanding up into my brain with every breath. Day by day it gets worse -melancholy- Taking control of life. Building titanium walls. It stayed strong for six years before the blue shrunk. I felt yellow Like the world was finally right. On a good path to find hope. Yet today, Sitting in bed, -crying- Questioning purpose of life, And why does the world hate me? Today I feel blue.